I thought I can feel you,
But in the end I couldn't,
Why leave with this taste in my mouth,
And my heart full of Ash,
Why do I keep living,
I've never liked it anyway,
Why must I keep seeing,
And reliving my life again,
I stop to drown myself,
In the cold silent ocean,
I won't miss this not at all,
Why does life have to be hell,
I spend too long on my past,
And my regrets that burn,
I break myself into two,
I want stop existing as well.